A clandestine church in Kenya opens its doors to embrace LGBT worshippers

In Kenya, there is a secret church that welcomes gay worshippers. This church has been operating quietly for the past decade, without publicizing its services in the country's highly religious society. Many gay Christians have faced rejection from mainstream churches, forcing them to seek solace in this underground church. One pastor, named John, shared his experience of being ordained in a mainstream church but ultimately leaving due to the church leaders deeming his sexuality as sinful and requiring celibacy. He never imagined that he would find himself in a place where he could openly accept his identity as a gay priest. The church operates discreetly, with strict vetting procedures in place to ensure the safety and security of its members. Sharing details about gatherings is done cautiously to avoid any potential threats or malicious intent towards the congregation. Despite recent legal developments in Kenya overturning the ban on gay and lesbian organizations registering as non-governmental organizations, the underground church refuses to register due to the increase in anti-LGBT sentiment and the proposal of stricter anti-gay legislation. The church's founders, including Pauline, an openly non-binary lesbian, started this community as a way to connect with other queer Christians who affirm themselves. Pauline's life has been marked by a sense of alienation, especially after her father passed away from HIV/AIDS when she was young. The stigma and discrimination she faced further reinforced her need to find acceptance within her faith. The church's membership has grown significantly over the last decade, with most members feeling compelled to leave their previous places of worship due to rejection and prejudice. One member, Regina, shared how she had to choose between her church and her girlfriend when her sexuality was discovered. She ultimately chose her girlfriend and, after years of searching, found solace in the queer-affirming church. However, the congregation faces numerous challenges, including attacks and discrimination from the surrounding community. They have had to change locations multiple times to maintain their secrecy. One of the biggest hurdles for the church is helping its members reconcile their faith with a liturgy that has historically excluded them. To address this, the church has developed its own version of the Apostles' Creed, affirming the existence and importance of queer individuals. The church's schedule is flexible, as some members are not open about their sexuality with family and friends. They attend mainstream churches before joining the underground church's service later. To support each other through their struggles, the church hosts a discussion forum called "Chat and Chew." This allows members to share their experiences and find healing in a supportive community. Despite the challenges they face, the congregation remains steadfast in their mission. They believe in creating a space that is open to everyone and where respect can be upheld, regardless of differing beliefs and traditions. For the safety of those involved, all names have been changed. The full radio documentary, "Queer and Christian in Kenya," can be listened to on the BBC World Service.